Summer! Hot! Hot! and well...... Hot! I like summer but as the entire family knows I love winter and the snow more than I do any season! I still am thankful to God for the Beautiful days he has given us and I try to stay in the habit of thanking him everday for them (I am still working on it). I am starting to make new friends and starting to come out of this shell I have been in for almost my entire life. I don't know when I will be out of it completely but I do know that all things happen when God wants them too. I have learned that a lot of people put themselves in their shells to protect their feelings just like I have. I haven't really opened up myself to anyone about my life until lately. I am feeling that the more I talk about things that has happened to me the more I find that I am not alone. In the past couple months I have also started learning and knowing what it is to be happy. I am learning that no matter how bad things can be that there is a light at the end of it all and during the times when I use to feel like I was going to fall apart I turn to God and he helps me to gather strength so I can make it through. He gives me what I need so I can see what life really is and enjoy it. I am looking at things a little differently now. I am taking the time to actually look at my son watch him play and watch him grow. I am learning that God is there and that he will never let me down. I am not perfect, I am always growing & I am a child of God! Love U All! |